“What had had happened was . . .
I was travelling today. And it occurred to me before I left for the airport, that I could not buy anything to eat in the airport, because such purchases were not essential. No chips. No juice. No chewing gum. No magazine. Nothing. I wouldn’t be able to buy anything because to do so would be to violate the FINANCIAL FAST.
Of course, a sneaky little voice said that it would be okay to buy water or a snack because there would be no food on the airplane. So that would be essential. Right? You have to eat? Right?
The reality of the matter was: I would only be in transit for about four hours. I wouldn’t NEED to eat in that amount of time. You can go about a week with no food. Four hours? No problem. I thought about all the hungry people in the world who only manage one meager meal a day. Could I not wait a few hours when others would wait much longer?
Then I decided that if I wanted to eat, I should simply plan ahead. I simply needed to prepare. Which is what Lent is all about anyway. So I did. I made a sandwich, put it into a Ziploc bag. Gathered a few cashews and almonds, reminiscent of the Daniel Fast, and drank apple juice before I left. With my lunch in my carryon, I went to the airport. And when the flight attendant came by to give out the sodas, I had some more FREE apple juice and took out my sack lunch.
And I smiled. I had a flashback to the days when African Americans couldn’t eat at restaurants while travelling from the North to the South. And they had to carry fried chicken sandwiches in aluminum foil. I pause during this Black History Month to remember those who endured so much on buses, that I can now fly whenever I want. And I smiled again. I was not hungry. I had all that I needed. It only demanded that I prepare.
During this Lent, we will need to prepare a lot more meals and a lot more in advance if we are going to be faithful to our commitment. So prepare. Make a plan. It will be worth it. I believe that we will see great and amazing things. Some spiritual and others practical.
On today, alone, I have saved nearly $10 by not buying lunch in the airport. If I saved this amount for all of Lent, I would have $460. But more importantly than the saving, this little test revealed to me how easy it is for money to get away from me. I learned really quickly how often I think that I need things that I really don’t need. I can easily confuse want with need; and that mix-up will always cost you. (Can I get a witness?)
So today, on this Ash Wednesday, I pause to repent for the excess and extra in my life. I ask G-d’s forgiveness for making essential that which is not really essential. I pray that G-d will help me to become even more clear about what I really need.
“But my G-d shall supply all of your need
according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus”
(Philippians 4:19 KJV)
– Pastor Alise